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Young Jiayi 심린영Fifteen on 17th November 2010. The girl who wanted to be tall.
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I'm Sick, for real.
( People. I've a funny red red thing on my head, stop laughing at it please. ) Wanted to buy a phone today, but Mum don't let buy today. She wanted to see all my test for all results for all upcoming exams, so far failed one. I wonder will she buy for me, later in the end i bought a phone myself. Faster holiday! I love holidays this year. My dad is bring the whole family to Korea, Japan and Taiwan this year. Woo! Can't wait for it. HAHA. I chosen Korea and Taiwan again. As last year can't go because of H1N1. Dad told me if i can get Real Great Results he will bring the whole family go. Yah-nesss! I wonder will i get Real Great Results this time. Maybe i should forget the past and continue the living. But, some of my friends told me this even ever i said forget. They told me this, ' Forgive & Forget '. There's nothing for me to forgive. As I'm confused and its REAL. I don't know what he's thinking. He makes me so confused these few Months. I guess nobody knows what happen to us. I guess nobody will understand how i feel then. When you cry, you can close your eyes and clearly see that person. When you forget and ignore, you’ll remember that person even more. That person will come back, my heart is a seaway; with lies. I didn’t tell you I would come back; you’re someone who can only wait. It was a mistake to love you too much, a mistake to love you too much. Because of you, because of what I love, I suffer from waiting. To love you more was a mistake, a mistake to desire you so much.The breakup was so fast, if you forget love you’ll know more. To me you were my love, I knew that by myself. You left me, and went somewhere faraway. And now you're forget me and go. Tears are flowing it doesn't stop even if i wipe them away. Even i tried to erase you. All the memories of you and me, i'll send them away in the wind. I want to block the love's path. Even if i miss you, i'll endure it. I will swallow my tears away, because it's part of your promise.
30 July, 2010 @ Friday, July 30, 2010 Someone has Officially Reach Singapore.
( Had a funny feeling today, just freak me out. )
Today, I'm late for school. Well, I thought of not going to school as it is going to rain. But i think of the Chinese test today. So i went to school and walked up to classroom. Chinese test. Then Chemistry, English and Maths. Recess was super fun today. Jingyi and me wanted to go 4th Floor to check something. ( Cannot say ) But something stop me from going. It was the light blinking, I guess it was telling me not to go forward anymore. So i went down and get Jesslyn up and get a drink and went up again. We walked one round going through the classrooms and toilets didn't found any answers. So we went back to the classrooms. Ahah. Fun. Something is out of my head today. I don't know why. Maybe its natural reaction? I don't know why. Oh yeah. Getting my New Phone soon~ Maybe getting Blackberry Bold 9700 White as a phone. I like my last post.
I shouldnt have done that I should have pretended not to know like I didnt see it, like I couldnt see it. I shouldnt have looked at you in the first place, I should have run away. I should have pretended I wasnt listening like I didnt hear it, like I couldnt hear it. I shouldnt have heard your love in the first place. Without a word you made me know love. Without a word you gave me love. Because you took just a breath and ran away like this. Without a word love leaves me. Without a word love abandons me. Wondering what to say next, my lips were surprised. Because it came without a word. Why does it hurt so much? Why does it hurt continuously? Except for the fact that I can’t see you anymore. And that you’re not here anymore. Otherwise it’s the same as before.
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29 July, 2010 @ Thursday, July 29, 2010
Without Words
Well, back from slacking at Mac Donal with some Chinese Orchestra Members. Today suddenly canceled practice. I walked Jacinta home and went back to find Jesslyn and went in school find Anqi they all. Well, we have a lot of fun. They took my items away. Then I was like going myself mad on canteen. After that I went to Mac Donal with Jingyi. We wanted to buy some food to eat. Went back school take bags and back in Mac Donal again. Slacked until its time to go back. Jingyi and Limei study Chemistry. The others had fun on Mac Donal. Silent. I know nobody will read this post. Today i sat alone at classroom looking at those books and papers are killing me. Alone is better, single? The Promise. Should i continue or should i forget the promise. I can't control my emotions anymore. I shouldnt have done that I should have pretended not to know like I didnt see it, like I couldnt see it. I shouldnt have looked at you in the first place, I should have run away. I should have pretended I wasnt listening like I didnt hear it, like I couldnt hear it. I shouldnt have heard your love in the first place. Without a word you made me know love. Without a word you gave me love. Because you took just a breath and ran away like this.Without a word love leaves me. Without a word love abandons me. Wondering what to say next, my lips were surprised. Because it came without a word. Why does it hurt so much? Why does it hurt continuously? Except for the fact that I can’t see you anymore. And that you’re not here anymore. Otherwise it’s the same as before.27 July, 2010 @ Tuesday, July 27, 2010 I just suddenly wanted to ..
Say those words to this dead blog as i find a partner to talk to.
난 그가 지금 생각하고 있는지 몰라. 하지만 내가 정말로 원하 는게 그의 생각 모두 주위에 갈 거라는 거 알아. 그리고 친구, 그 얘기 그만 해요. 제발, 당신은 무슨 일이 있었 모르겠지만. 왜냐하면 난 말하고 싶지 않아요. 내 자신 안에 모든 것들을 유지하는 사람이있어도 생각 난 당신에게 그것의 더 나은 밖으로 당신의 생각을 말하기 위해 사람을 요구하고 있습니다. 하지만 난 어떻게 내 감정을 밖으로 표현할지 모르겠어. 난 그냥하고 싶지 않아 생각하고 싶지 않아 그리고 내 주변 뭐죠을 느낍니다. 아마 너희들이 어떻게 내 사랑 그렇게 그를 위해 깊은 느낌 모르겠어요. 내 모든 노력을 다시 끌어와 그가 어떻게 생각하는지 회신에겐 난 그만 뒀 정말 가슴 아픈했다. 그리고 그는 심지어 그 가슴 아픈 단어들은 말한다. 그리고 지금, 나는 내가 완전히 부러진 것 같아. 나를 응원에 대한 제 수업 시간에 몇몇 사람 덕분에, 심지어 너희들이 내게 무슨 일이 있었 모르겠 생각. 나에게 그 웃음 - S를 내려 기분이주는 주셔서 감사합니다. 특히 누가 unemotional 일 동안 웃음을 많이 준 앤디 자극. 사건은 지난 1 개월 동안했습니다. 난 내가 이젠 괜찮다고 있을것 같아요. 행복하지 않은 내려 더이상 느낌. 자기가 무슨 고는 생각 생각, 그가 지금. 내가 말하고 싶었. 하지만 그것은 단지 마지막으로 우리가 5 주 전이었고, 채팅 대화 그 후 그는 움직임을 가슴 아픈했다. 그게 바로 내가 거의 그의 눈 앞에서 막 때 내 CCA 위해 서두르고있어 내 차를 무너뜨렸다. 그냥 그 주 주 일요일이되기 전에. 난 정말 가슴이 찢어 마음 때문에 (말할 수없는)했다.
심지어 우리가 헤어진 게 나을 수 있지만 그는 아직도 않습니다. 그리고 이건 내 잘못도되지 않았습니다. 내가 가고 있는지 그가 괜찮 그가 내게 무섭게 대답을 것이다 물어 싶었어요. 나는이 관계를 후퇴하려고 노력 해요하지만 실패했다. 나는 시도는 할 최소한이지. 그리고이 아무도 내가 다시 노력이 관계를 해낼 수 끼어서 잘 알고 있습니다. 따라서, 사람들이 생각하는 다른 방법과 나를 비난을 넣어. 그리고 결국 이것은 내가 뭘 가지고있다.
26 July, 2010 @ Monday, July 26, 2010 Hey People, I'm back to post again.
Getting my new phone soon after the early August. Ahah, today was freaking mood flies to the top. Went to school, went to the hall around 7.50 after that teacher call me go sit in front. Oh, then i was like looking at those girls in front of me. Why not ask them to go in front lah. Call me for what. Then she was like giving the unhappy face, then i was like go then go lah. Freak-o. She some more say in front got ' A- LOT ' of spaces to sit. Then call those girls in front of me go and sit lah. After that got lessons. Today was totally EMO-ing at class. Huijia keep sitting with Corin, then Jacinta keep sitting with Eugene. So I was alone today. Sitting at the middle of the classroom. Listening teacher and watching the rain and the clouds. Lol. I owned teacher a lot of homework. Like, Chinese, Maths.. I want my new number, new phone~
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06 July, 2010 @ Tuesday, July 06, 2010 Hello to my dead blog, I'm back! Lols! My electronic gadgets don't like me today. Just now I went to plug my camera into the computer, nothing comes out. I was like trying to plug again also the same. Then when I plugging in, my air con was super hot then I lower it. Then suddenly super cold then I higher it. Then suddenly half cold half hot then I off it and restart again. More hot, then I hack care just press until it's super cold then trying to sleep. I was like taking all my blankets covering me. Lol! Then I went out of my room super hot then went in again. Saw my phone ring, then answer. Then suddenly auto shut down. I wad like talking halfway .. Then sua! I go check my second phone. The phone was like a bit sot. Today bad day for me. Now I'm experiencing the winter time. Congrats to me, tomorrow sure sick! Who want come pei me? Lol!