Wanted to buy a phone today, but Mum don't let buy today. She wanted to see all my test for all results for all upcoming exams, so far failed one. I wonder will she buy for me, later in the end i bought a phone myself. Faster holiday! I love holidays this year. My dad is bring the whole family to Korea, Japan and Taiwan this year. Woo! Can't wait for it. HAHA. I chosen Korea and Taiwan again. As last year can't go because of H1N1. Dad told me if i can get Real Great Results he will bring the whole family go. Yah-nesss! I wonder will i get Real Great Results this time. Maybe i should forget the past and continue the living. But, some of my friends told me this even ever i said forget. They told me this, ' Forgive & Forget '. There's nothing for me to forgive. As I'm confused and its REAL. I don't know what he's thinking. He makes me so confused these few Months. I guess nobody knows what happen to us. I guess nobody will understand how i feel then. When you cry, you can close your eyes and clearly see that person. When you forget and ignore, you’ll remember that person even more. That person will come back, my heart is a seaway; with lies. I didn’t tell you I would come back; you’re someone who can only wait. It was a mistake to love you too much, a mistake to love you too much. Because of you, because of what I love, I suffer from waiting. To love you more was a mistake, a mistake to desire you so much.The breakup was so fast, if you forget love you’ll know more. To me you were my love, I knew that by myself. You left me, and went somewhere faraway. And now you're forget me and go. Tears are flowing it doesn't stop even if i wipe them away. Even i tried to erase you. All the memories of you and me, i'll send them away in the wind. I want to block the love's path. Even if i miss you, i'll endure it. I will swallow my tears away, because it's part of your promise.

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